I Can't Tell You
by Hillary Frank

about I Can't Tell You

After he opens his big mouth in a big fight with his best friend, Jake concludes that talking = trouble. He decides that communicating through writing is safer. Through notes scribbled on napkins and in notebooks, on upside-down calculators, and on walls with pudding-covered fingers, Jake explores new ways to express himself. But there are also the notes he never sends. To his flirty friend. Who is just a friend. But could be more than a friend. But isn't -- or is she? Hillary Frank's inventive style envelopes her readers in a new dimension of storytelling. Jake + Xandra = a story about what it means to be "just friends." All without saying a word.

excerpt from I Can't Tell You

Fine, so I'm no good @ confrontations. But. I think most ppl aren't good @ that. It's like yr trying to tell someone yr feelings in some rational way. But feelings don't equal rational. Like:

1 + 2 = sad
or
my fist + your arm
= a bruise
= the only safe way I knew of getting physically close to you

+ the licking + punching + lifting upside-down + throwing of pudding

Right.

praise for I Can't Tell You

"Frank once again shows her dexterity in crafting entirely believable characters in the crucible of freshman dorm life. ... Jake is an inveterate punster and wordsmith, and his notes provide clever repartee that would be difficult to replicate in everyday speech, which is exactly the point he wants to make -- writing allows you to think out what you are going to say, providing your partner is patient enough. ... The insight he gains from his self-imposed silence is satisfying. ... The insights readers will gain, however, are perhaps deeper, as Frank manages to convey a credible boy's-eye view on matters of the heart."

–The Bulletin

"Frank's experiment is fascinating."

–Michael Cart, Booklist

"A story both clever and heartfelt."

–Publishers Weekly

"The novel's engaging jumble of correspondence amounts to a study of vulnerability, tentatively concluding that, when it comes to romance, playing it safe can be a risky approach."

–Horn Book Magazine